June 26, 2015
After all the tears, the spamming and the excitement, the day has finally came! Im seeing Jaspoli live THIS ISNT A DRILL. I literally havent been focused the whole week because of this.
Anxiety hit me when I found out that fans were lined up as early as 8 in the morning. I WAS IN SCHOOL and I couldnt skip classes because of my hectic class schedule. I was so restless the whole day and my seatmate had to deal with me. I constantly checked my phone for updates and kept on texting my friends who were already there to update me on what was happening. Finally my classes were over and I rushed all the way to Marriott. I changed in the car, did my make up in the car and everything else. Once we reached the venue, I got my wristband
There was literally a sea of people and ofcourse pushing and stampedes occurred. It was horrible being pushed around and squished since Im really small. I met a few of my mutuals down there which made things a bit better and tolerable for me.
When I was able to make my way up the ballroom itself, It was such a great feeling to be able to breathe properly again. On the second floor, there were sponsors' booths which gave away few YTFF merchandise and products.
After Jaspoli's segment. We decided to get some air outside and take a rest. We got water to hydrate ourselves again and checked out the whole place. There were tons of pretty places where you can take photos like the huge YouTube Fan Fest sign and the huge 3D Youtube logo.
All good things must come to an end. I got emotional once again when they came out for the finale. This was it. Its all over, this may be the first but hopefully not the last. I really wanna see my other favourite youtubers as well next time and hopefully be able to hug them.
All my tears, my efforts, the followers ive lost because of spamming, the pain from getting squished and stepped on, the pushing, the anxiety and everything else I sacrificed and invested just to see them was so worth it. I couldnt have wished for anything more.
✖️ CASPAR FOLLOWED ME✖️
Anxiety hit me when I found out that fans were lined up as early as 8 in the morning. I WAS IN SCHOOL and I couldnt skip classes because of my hectic class schedule. I was so restless the whole day and my seatmate had to deal with me. I constantly checked my phone for updates and kept on texting my friends who were already there to update me on what was happening. Finally my classes were over and I rushed all the way to Marriott. I changed in the car, did my make up in the car and everything else. Once we reached the venue, I got my wristband
There was literally a sea of people and ofcourse pushing and stampedes occurred. It was horrible being pushed around and squished since Im really small. I met a few of my mutuals down there which made things a bit better and tolerable for me.
When I was able to make my way up the ballroom itself, It was such a great feeling to be able to breathe properly again. On the second floor, there were sponsors' booths which gave away few YTFF merchandise and products.
These were Globe's little prizes
I also finally got to meet my co-admin and more mutuals. Going in the ballroom itself was another struggle. This one was harder since you had to go through a door which was really tiny for the amount of people pushing their way through. I got hurt more this time than the one earlier. I had to slide myself in the door which caused my sides to ache.
The show started a bit later than stated but it was fine. Jaspoli was the second one to perform. I couldnt help but cry when they came out. I couldnt believe theyre actually right infront of me at that very moment.
Seeing them was so unreal and I never imagined that this would actually happen to me. They did a cheeky Q&A and a "who would rather"
Let me talk about how starstrucked I was when I saw Caspar. I mean his eyes are so beautiful he is so tall (and handsome as hell). HE WAS JUST *insert heart eyes emoji*. At some point, I really wanted to touch his hair.
After Jaspoli's segment. We decided to get some air outside and take a rest. We got water to hydrate ourselves again and checked out the whole place. There were tons of pretty places where you can take photos like the huge YouTube Fan Fest sign and the huge 3D Youtube logo.
We saw this little passageway from the backstage to the stage itself which was OPEN so you could literally see the youtubers up close but no selfies thanks to the strict security personnel. There were only a few of us waiting there like just about 5 of us until someone began to scream because they saw Joe. Oli walked by fast since he was the first then Caspar was waving whilst walking and Joe stopped by to wave. It felt so good knowink that you made eye contact with them.
Because of this, i wasnt able to watch the whole performance of Beth but I was able to catch her singing flashlight. She was much more gorgeous in real life and her voice was sooo good. She also showed exclusive footage of her exploring a city here in the country
All my tears, my efforts, the followers ive lost because of spamming, the pain from getting squished and stepped on, the pushing, the anxiety and everything else I sacrificed and invested just to see them was so worth it. I couldnt have wished for anything more.
✖️ CASPAR FOLLOWED ME✖️
This blog post has the worst chronological order.
June 23, 2015
It was an ordinary Tuesday morning for me. I just had to get through a day of school and the cycle repeats. I woke up unknowingly that something HUGE would actually be happening today. I dont ususally check my phone first thing when I wake up since it lessens my time with my love (aka my bed). I got ready for school and hopped on the bus. I got on twitter and my DMs blew up for some reason and i had 10 notifications which I ususally have in the morning. Due to curiousity, I checked my DMs first and they were all like "OHAMYGOD CONGARTULATIONS" and I was literally clueless of what was going on I was like so did I reach 11K or something? I checked our street team's group chat and they were all Congratulations as well. I backread through their conversations and saw one if my co-admins saying that Caspar randomly followed me. YES IT WAS REAL CASPAR DID FOLLOW ME WHILST I WAS ASLEEP.
I thought it was just one of those accounts that give you a heart attack BUT THIS WAS REAL IT WASNT A DREAM. It made me feel so special that I didnt spam him to get his follow nor was he doing a follow spree when he followed me. Ive been waiting so long for this, I used to stay up til 4am during Mondays (yay time difference) hoping that he'd follow me because of #newcasparleevideomonday but I guess theres aleays a right time for everything 😉
Im sooo sorry for this long blog post but I hope you enjoyed reading it! Im also sorry for not posting for quite a long time (if you actually look forward to my posts). School has been very hectic these past few days and Im still adjusting. Thank you again for taking time to pass by my blog. I really appreciate it ❤️
xx
Maria Mikaela













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